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Veruca
Guest
Do you ever ask yourself why bother? Why bother trying, putting in so much effort, when time after time you are trampled on, taken advantage of, underappreciated and left used and drained?
Its been such a horrible week and I've been trying to not whine about it, but I feel like if I keep it in any more, an ulcer is about to form in one of my organs from all this repressing.
I sacrificed my time and sleep to design flyers for my cousin who was completely ungrateful. Stayed up late to work on all these decorations and designing backdrops for this event at the office and the credit went to someone else. Some jealous colleague sabotaged me and got me into trouble with my boss. A bunch of people said mean things. And I was ok with all of it. Really I was.
Until this award I was supposed to receive went to someone else, someone less deserving! I had spent the whole year slaving, absolutely slaving to prove that I deserved a promotion, an award at the very least, and it went to someone else!
It was too much, just too much and I had to lock myself in my car and cry.
Bad...bad week.
Its been such a horrible week and I've been trying to not whine about it, but I feel like if I keep it in any more, an ulcer is about to form in one of my organs from all this repressing.
I sacrificed my time and sleep to design flyers for my cousin who was completely ungrateful. Stayed up late to work on all these decorations and designing backdrops for this event at the office and the credit went to someone else. Some jealous colleague sabotaged me and got me into trouble with my boss. A bunch of people said mean things. And I was ok with all of it. Really I was.
Until this award I was supposed to receive went to someone else, someone less deserving! I had spent the whole year slaving, absolutely slaving to prove that I deserved a promotion, an award at the very least, and it went to someone else!
It was too much, just too much and I had to lock myself in my car and cry.
Bad...bad week.