Posting this - even though for the last 2 days I've been pretty chirpy .....
The girl I used to be... loved her
Loved the positive attitude, oh boy, NOTHING could get me down...
My face was never without a smile (no joking) - bad things happened, but I just skipped right through it - dealt with it - never let it get me down.... I knew what I wanted - it wasn't material things - I wanted to be happy, excited, loved, respected and wanted - and I was all those things....
Looking back I wonder if I ever gave enough time for grieve, anger, disappointment, loss, time to myself, etc........ I can not understand that I was able to handle all those things without apparent set back. What happened to that girl?
It's seems impossible to get her back.....
The girl I used to be... loved her
Loved the positive attitude, oh boy, NOTHING could get me down...
My face was never without a smile (no joking) - bad things happened, but I just skipped right through it - dealt with it - never let it get me down.... I knew what I wanted - it wasn't material things - I wanted to be happy, excited, loved, respected and wanted - and I was all those things....
Looking back I wonder if I ever gave enough time for grieve, anger, disappointment, loss, time to myself, etc........ I can not understand that I was able to handle all those things without apparent set back. What happened to that girl?
It's seems impossible to get her back.....