02-05-2013, 02:40 PM
So as I sit here and type....I realize that my birthday is tomorrow and yet again its going to be the same as every year...with no one to celebrate it with friends. But I have gotten used to it, which is the worse part. Over the years I thought that I had friends that I have gotten to know and maybe thought that just once I will be remembered....but it just never occured to those that my birthday had passed...with no calling or wishing. But when its their birthdays I always make it a habit to call and sometimes I don't want to be mean but other times I don't want to be call a bad person...if anyone understands me... So yeah I didn't come here so that you know its my birthday..but how I had to endure for a long time with no one even thinking of me on my special day while I have to think of others on theirs. How I wish to have a huge party for me....I can only dream!