Thread Rating:
  • 1 Vote(s) - 5 Average
  • 1
  • 2
  • 3
  • 4
  • 5
Lost, not Found
#1
I wished you were truly mine, I wished you truly cared,
The troubles I faced, I tackled alone,
The pain of rejection, the tears of sorrow,
What felt like eternity, felt like imprisonment,
Never by my side, never within my sight,
Just a hug, a kiss, a commitment was all I asked,
When will you ever learn, when will I ever learn,
That you were no good, that I am no good anymore,
I sought revenge, I felt ashamed,
I seek revenge, I want amends,
I am in pain, yet you left me to die,

When will you comprehend, when will you grow,
Will it ever happen, or am I delusional,
What did I ever mean, worthless and wrong,
What did I ever see, truth or lies,
These hallucinations, these fantasies,
Dreaming of something that will never work,
Dreaming of a fictitious life that I will never gain,
Ruining what we had, cutting me slowly,
Ruining my thoughts, destroying my trust,

Did you ever care, for my worries never mattered,
My pain never resolved, my hurt never comforted,
This is my soul left alone, wondering, lost and never found,
When will I ever find happiness, when will I ever learn,
You left me cold, you left me bear, your absence speaks volumes,
This is our story, a story of loss, our story of nothing,
What did I ever gain, what haven’t I lost,
I am deemed the hater, I am deemed a whore,
What worth did I feel, what love did I feel,
Struggling to survive, struggling to get by,
Yet no words of comfort, no words of support,
No actions to help, no actions to secure,
Left out in the cold, left aside to die,
I needed comfort, I needed you,
Yet you vanish, always leaving me alone,
Same old story, same old mess,

This is our story, of our tangled hearts, one lost, the other never found,
What will I do next, what does life hold, what will life sell me, what will I purchase,
I never had you, you never had me, farewell, this is my goodbye, this is my end,
I will leave you forever, we depart our hearts, alone and isolated,
This will never reach you, you are too lost to find, my words are empty, my words mean nothing,
I am just an empty shell, vacant, closed, an abandoned soul.
Never loved and never found.

ADVERTISEMENTS
Reply
#2
Wow- very deep
Reply
#3
(03-24-2013, 01:33 AM)WildernessWildChild Wrote: Wow- very deep

Im trying my best to recover from my broken heart, writing seems to help a little, thanks for the comment and for reading my thread.

ADVERTISEMENTS
Reply
#4
Aww, I feel so sad now Sad

Hope you feel better soon.
[Image: cat.gif]
Reply
#5
(03-24-2013, 01:57 AM)Sigma Wrote: Aww, I feel so sad now Sad

Hope you feel better soon.

Sorry... Sad..........
Reply
#6
Beautifully written *hugs*
Reply
#7
Hugs, hope you feel better soon!

+1 for beautiful writing
Reply
#8
Thanks Ladyforsaken and Veruca
Reply
#9
I see a pattern here
:p
Reply
#10
(03-25-2013, 03:43 AM)perfanoff Wrote: I see a pattern here
:p

What pattern, perfanoff? *raises an eyebrow*
Reply


Possibly Related Threads…
Thread Author Replies Views Last Post
  My voice seems to be lost in the echo. XehanortXIII 3 1,526 02-12-2020, 07:44 AM
Last Post: XehanortXIII
  She found someone new.. mugiwara.no.jackie 1 1,126 09-14-2019, 08:05 PM
Last Post: Yeti1980
  She is great but I lost trust in the opposite sex roy1986 17 5,561 07-14-2017, 08:54 AM
Last Post: ardour
  Online dating...found someone I knew kuro 11 5,777 01-01-2017, 06:45 AM
Last Post: kuro
  Lost Grip. Hearted 4 2,645 03-08-2016, 04:32 AM
Last Post: MentatsGhoul
  Lost some years myself. constant stranger 17 7,389 12-21-2015, 12:35 PM
Last Post: constant stranger
  Have you ever found "The One" Eliraven 32 9,051 12-14-2015, 12:51 PM
Last Post: lonelyfairy
  Life Wasted (Lost years) Jamc88 11 7,962 11-09-2015, 08:35 PM
Last Post: TheRealCallie
  Lost my job; lost my love.... Lonesome2 13 4,892 03-30-2015, 05:08 AM
Last Post: dax
  I lost her, I need her back :( RichardTravers 17 5,953 02-07-2015, 02:42 AM
Last Post: RichardTravers

Forum Jump:


Users browsing this thread: 1 Guest(s)