I'm an old geyser, 55 in fact. The fear of losing my current job is stressing me out to the point that I am making mistakes at work. Don't necessarily love my work but don't hate it either. Thing is, the pay is good. Very hard, nigh impossible to replace.
Find I have to find new ways to motivate myself all the time. Quiet periods on nightshift got me in trouble as I overused the Net. (not porn) Now I have to deal with gossip and a few difficult relationships at work.
They say when life is tough, the tough get going. You know, that cliche has always proved how untough I am. I'm soft. Too soft. I just want to run away. And that must sound so weak to you younger ones, expecting us older ones to be role-models. But some of us never grow up I guess.
Find I have to find new ways to motivate myself all the time. Quiet periods on nightshift got me in trouble as I overused the Net. (not porn) Now I have to deal with gossip and a few difficult relationships at work.
They say when life is tough, the tough get going. You know, that cliche has always proved how untough I am. I'm soft. Too soft. I just want to run away. And that must sound so weak to you younger ones, expecting us older ones to be role-models. But some of us never grow up I guess.