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How do you feel now compared to when you joined?
I'm not sure. In a lot of ways i'm doing better. I have a great job, i have more people around me, etc etc. At the same time i still get very lonely, feels like more than back then. It's all on me and i'm aware of that. Somewhere along the way i lost most of the motivation to really make a difference. Now i get to it in short bursts and then just be absolutely useless. I feel like i have to do all of it alone, and have been doing so for years. That's probably the worst part.

What im scared of the most is that it'll be 2029 and i'll still be lonely and alone, at the end of the day all because of choices i made that i cant blame anyone else for, just more outwardly succesful and i guess more refined.
Happiness is a false God.
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Not great.
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(01-14-2021, 04:19 AM)Aardra Wrote: Not great.
Would say more but no point. The same.
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(01-14-2021, 05:32 AM)RedT Wrote:
(01-14-2021, 04:19 AM)Aardra Wrote: Not great.
Would say more but no point.  The same.

I came here hoping I'd changed and could maybe get along with people. But I think I need some more therapy before I start reaching out again. Smile

Now's not the time.
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