D1PL0M4T
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My sons mother and I split up back in 2009 when he was just over a year old. It was her choice as I was very happy and she seemed to be to. It was kinda a shock to me when she said she was leaving. I was devastated still am. If it was up to me we would give it another try, if not for us, but for his sake. Now I know you may be thinking "well if there is arguing thats not good for him". Fact is we rarely argued. We were engaged and had an average relationship. After she started working in june of 2009 it seemed as if her mind set just went from nice young women to a 2007 version of Britney Spears. She went to work as a CNA in a nursing home. She had a good head on her until this job. Its like all the other girls there turned her into a Jersey Shore Series finally. I honestly think that it is from the people she works with putting ideas in her head. She will talk to me face to face and be very nice, we joke around and everything. BUT friends status on anything that her co workers see I am non existing. If I have to bring my son to her job she plays me off like I am nothing more then a doormat and will not even get a hello. If I bring him to her house we will talk for 20-30min.
What I am getting at is, I did date 1 girl after the break up. We were together about a year but I did not have strong feelings for her and knew in the back of my mind if my sons mom wanted to work it out I would. It has been 3 years now since the last girlfriend. I have had offers but I am really not interested. Part of me sees her coming back (even though i know that will never happen) but I enjoy being single. Not for the freedom but the mental frustration a break up causes. Its bad enough I think about her on an every day basis. Why feel it double? I wish there was something I could do to get us together again but I dont see it happening. I have kinda settled on just staying single the rest of my life. Any thoughts?
What I am getting at is, I did date 1 girl after the break up. We were together about a year but I did not have strong feelings for her and knew in the back of my mind if my sons mom wanted to work it out I would. It has been 3 years now since the last girlfriend. I have had offers but I am really not interested. Part of me sees her coming back (even though i know that will never happen) but I enjoy being single. Not for the freedom but the mental frustration a break up causes. Its bad enough I think about her on an every day basis. Why feel it double? I wish there was something I could do to get us together again but I dont see it happening. I have kinda settled on just staying single the rest of my life. Any thoughts?