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i dont know what else to do, i hate this feeling of loneliness and i at least think i know what to do to solve it but when i try to put it in practice i revert to my old ways and mind state, and nothing changes i dont know what to do... ive tried to solve my problems on my own but im weak, it's too overwhelming for me and i give up. i already gave up on me, but i realized i could interpret my thoughts all i want i still need some sort of feedback to at least realize that im not crazy, or realize i am. also, im sorry i dont mean any disrespect, i think im pretty sad for not having anyone i trust in real life and having to find comfort on the internet, but like i said before i dont know what else or who else to turn to.
i cant help that i have this feeling that i brought this upon myself and, im sorry i dont mean any disrespect, bjarne's quote really fortified this feeling
-- "There are no answers. There are only Choices." (From Solaris)
i dont know how else to describe my feelings. that's partially because i smoke weed to numb the pain. i know i shouldnt and its probably a factor which causes my loneliness, but what else do i have? im trying to at least forget everything i remember or smoke myself till i have so much brain damage that well im retarded, because the more i think of my situation the more i realize how sad i really am for not getting out of this, etc. i really wish someone will reply, please. ive talk to myself so much that i really do think im crazy, else, i guess, i am very much alone.
i cant help that i have this feeling that i brought this upon myself and, im sorry i dont mean any disrespect, bjarne's quote really fortified this feeling
-- "There are no answers. There are only Choices." (From Solaris)
i dont know how else to describe my feelings. that's partially because i smoke weed to numb the pain. i know i shouldnt and its probably a factor which causes my loneliness, but what else do i have? im trying to at least forget everything i remember or smoke myself till i have so much brain damage that well im retarded, because the more i think of my situation the more i realize how sad i really am for not getting out of this, etc. i really wish someone will reply, please. ive talk to myself so much that i really do think im crazy, else, i guess, i am very much alone.