i have this insecurity ive been hiding since i was 18 i never spoke this to anyone only here. Now im 19 i really feel like a growned up person but
people never treats me on their age, they dont even respect me, and whenever i see people giving fliers i usually evade because they just ignore me
and why the hell do they give fliers to him/her why not me? is it because im a kid? why do people treat me or call me dong(thats what they call on people who are younger or a child)
and i cannot call teenagers on my age tol or bai( that the name they call when on the same age) whenever we are outside of
school, but when i discovers that they are students, i go like wow they look so matured for their age.
thats also a reason why i never shave my mustache and cut my hair because i believe it will make you more older
but my parents dont understand they make me so sick they say its very untidy and dirty
and this is one of my problem on girls because i always think that she is too old or too big for me although im only
5,5 in height and 55 kilos, and i cant go to they gym because i think they too would disrespect me for being young.
so do you think i really look that young for my age? i want someones perspective so i will know if im just delusional
please be honest.!
people never treats me on their age, they dont even respect me, and whenever i see people giving fliers i usually evade because they just ignore me
and why the hell do they give fliers to him/her why not me? is it because im a kid? why do people treat me or call me dong(thats what they call on people who are younger or a child)
and i cannot call teenagers on my age tol or bai( that the name they call when on the same age) whenever we are outside of
school, but when i discovers that they are students, i go like wow they look so matured for their age.
thats also a reason why i never shave my mustache and cut my hair because i believe it will make you more older
but my parents dont understand they make me so sick they say its very untidy and dirty
and this is one of my problem on girls because i always think that she is too old or too big for me although im only
5,5 in height and 55 kilos, and i cant go to they gym because i think they too would disrespect me for being young.
so do you think i really look that young for my age? i want someones perspective so i will know if im just delusional
please be honest.!