Adrolak
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Well, I've recently got out of two year long relationship, and in the process lost my comfort, my support, my best friend, and my companion. And Honestly, now I'm scared shitless about everything in my life. I'm not a senior, and have to choose a college and some sort of pathway to follow soon here, and I have no clue what I want in life any more. Part of me just wants to go into the woods and be alone, forever, where I can't be hurt anymore, where I don't need to worry. But well, that isn't very feasable, now is it? I can't do this anymore, it's miserable. I hate most of the people I'm with at school, most of them are ******* twats (trust me, I've been stuck with them for years). I want to get out of here (New England) but at the same time, I want to be anywhere else! It's literally the worst thing I've ever experienced. I'm a B+/A student, and I have tons of opportunities ahead of me, but honestly, none of them appeal to me, in the slightest. None of my passions hold me anymore, I can't find any peace in nature like I used to be able to, sleep yields me no relief at all (when I can even sleep that is). I don't know about anything anymore.