Nice But Dim Jim
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Well fresia!
I just got over my ex a few months back...took over a year but I really felt that I had turned the chapter. I even started seeing a really lovely girl and things were going great.
Unfortunately I had a bit of unfinished business with my ex which meant I had to make contact again and now, I might as well be back at the beginning. Within making contact I found out that she has moved and is now living quite far away with her new boyfriend. Within seconds of hearing this my heart actually sunk and I have wasted away the past 3 weeks of my life, I even just completely stopped talking to the new girl because it was breaking my heart so much that I am very much still in love with my ex. I never fell out of love with her and it is killing me inside that she doesn't even acknowledge my existence anymore. For 6 years I felt privileged and special, now I feel like I have been forsaken.
Although I got over her recently, I always took comfort in knowing that she slept under the same patch of sky as me. Since finding out she doesn't, I can't even sleep anymore.
I really wish I'd never known what love is because I know I'll never feel it again. People say you can love again but some people can't, I know this because I am very much my fathers son and even after more than 20years he has never been able to love anyone as much as he loved my mother which is why he gave up trying, I never understood that look of pain and sadness in his eyes until now.
I just got over my ex a few months back...took over a year but I really felt that I had turned the chapter. I even started seeing a really lovely girl and things were going great.
Unfortunately I had a bit of unfinished business with my ex which meant I had to make contact again and now, I might as well be back at the beginning. Within making contact I found out that she has moved and is now living quite far away with her new boyfriend. Within seconds of hearing this my heart actually sunk and I have wasted away the past 3 weeks of my life, I even just completely stopped talking to the new girl because it was breaking my heart so much that I am very much still in love with my ex. I never fell out of love with her and it is killing me inside that she doesn't even acknowledge my existence anymore. For 6 years I felt privileged and special, now I feel like I have been forsaken.
Although I got over her recently, I always took comfort in knowing that she slept under the same patch of sky as me. Since finding out she doesn't, I can't even sleep anymore.
I really wish I'd never known what love is because I know I'll never feel it again. People say you can love again but some people can't, I know this because I am very much my fathers son and even after more than 20years he has never been able to love anyone as much as he loved my mother which is why he gave up trying, I never understood that look of pain and sadness in his eyes until now.