The biggest obstacle in my life (so far) is here. Last week my mom was diagnosed with leukemia. Don't really know what more to tell... I was with her when the doctor told the results. First came the shock which is now some what disappeared. Now i'm just mostly worried and scared. And angry at life!
I was lonely before, but now it's pure torture. My friend told me i should go to one of those support groups. Maybe i will at some point, but at the moment i don't need so much to talk to people. I'd need to have someone to hold me and comfort me. The nights are the worst, your brain just won't stop and you keep thinking about the worst case scenarios and there's no-one to share the pain.
The worst part of this is that i'd need to appear optimistic and positive especially in front of mom. I'm not so sure i can...
I was lonely before, but now it's pure torture. My friend told me i should go to one of those support groups. Maybe i will at some point, but at the moment i don't need so much to talk to people. I'd need to have someone to hold me and comfort me. The nights are the worst, your brain just won't stop and you keep thinking about the worst case scenarios and there's no-one to share the pain.
The worst part of this is that i'd need to appear optimistic and positive especially in front of mom. I'm not so sure i can...