Triple Bogey
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There is this new woman at work. She is roughly my age. She isn't that attractive, hasn't got a great figure but most of all not a very good personality. She is friendly enough but she complains a lot. I don't mind working with her but that's about it.
Anyway almost straight away people started saying 'get in there' to me. I laughed it off and said I wasn't interested. But it's become an 'in joke' at the moment and source of amusement for everybody but me.
This young lass this morning who is always going on at me to find a girlfriend, found out and started really going on about it. She said I should give her a chance, I shouldn't base everything on looks and then 'someone like you can't afford to be choosey'
I was annoyed at that so I said what you mean by that ? but she didn't answer. I said I wasn't interested and I don't base everything on looks at all. I like some women and I don't like others. Nothing to do with looks.
It's as though everybody has put me in this honeysuckle heap, the bottom 1% of people. Ugly ******* society or something. Not deserving of anybody nice or decent. The new starter, I am sure she is a nice person but I'm not interested. She probably isn't even single, everybody is presuming this because of how she appears.
Things like this just reinforce my complete lack of confidence. The lady who I like came in today and I couldn't motivate myself to talk to her that much. It just seemed so pointless. It all feels so hopeless. I hate it really, just want to be left alone.
Anyway almost straight away people started saying 'get in there' to me. I laughed it off and said I wasn't interested. But it's become an 'in joke' at the moment and source of amusement for everybody but me.
This young lass this morning who is always going on at me to find a girlfriend, found out and started really going on about it. She said I should give her a chance, I shouldn't base everything on looks and then 'someone like you can't afford to be choosey'
I was annoyed at that so I said what you mean by that ? but she didn't answer. I said I wasn't interested and I don't base everything on looks at all. I like some women and I don't like others. Nothing to do with looks.
It's as though everybody has put me in this honeysuckle heap, the bottom 1% of people. Ugly ******* society or something. Not deserving of anybody nice or decent. The new starter, I am sure she is a nice person but I'm not interested. She probably isn't even single, everybody is presuming this because of how she appears.
Things like this just reinforce my complete lack of confidence. The lady who I like came in today and I couldn't motivate myself to talk to her that much. It just seemed so pointless. It all feels so hopeless. I hate it really, just want to be left alone.