ColdLight
Active member
Hello everyone.
So after making an account here back in January I've finally decided to post for the first time with an introduction thread here. I found this forum through a google search during a time of extreme loneliness, but despite that only created an account and "chickened out" so to speak, in actually posting here. So now I'm back months later and I'm still just as lonely as before and I feel like I can't put off posting here any longer.
Right now I don't have any friends, not in real life and not online either. While I've had friends in real life before I've actually never had a friend online, like ever. Which is pretty strange when I think about it considering how I've spent so much of my life browsing the internet and looking at forums and message boards. But the way it always goes is that I'll post just a handful of times on a message board and lose interest or get discouraged and then don't post there anymore. So because of that I just don't have and never had any online friends.
And you know, I want friends, doesn't matter where I just want someone to talk to because the loneliness is unbearable sometimes. But I don't know where to start in real life so I thought maybe I should start here, so here I am posting. And yeah I'm just going to post this now because I've been looking at it and editing it for far too long and I'm afraid if I think about it too much I'll delete the whole thing and start over again. So here we go.
So after making an account here back in January I've finally decided to post for the first time with an introduction thread here. I found this forum through a google search during a time of extreme loneliness, but despite that only created an account and "chickened out" so to speak, in actually posting here. So now I'm back months later and I'm still just as lonely as before and I feel like I can't put off posting here any longer.
Right now I don't have any friends, not in real life and not online either. While I've had friends in real life before I've actually never had a friend online, like ever. Which is pretty strange when I think about it considering how I've spent so much of my life browsing the internet and looking at forums and message boards. But the way it always goes is that I'll post just a handful of times on a message board and lose interest or get discouraged and then don't post there anymore. So because of that I just don't have and never had any online friends.
And you know, I want friends, doesn't matter where I just want someone to talk to because the loneliness is unbearable sometimes. But I don't know where to start in real life so I thought maybe I should start here, so here I am posting. And yeah I'm just going to post this now because I've been looking at it and editing it for far too long and I'm afraid if I think about it too much I'll delete the whole thing and start over again. So here we go.
