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AmytheTemperamental
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I knew that the next little while wouldn't be easy. But I'm really struggling with not falling back into that dark place.
On Tuesday, it was confirmed that my mom has bowel and stomach cancer. They were able to remove some of it, but she still requires surgery. We won't know how bad it is until some results come back in a few weeks, but she will be starting chemo soon. And surgery probably won't happen until the new year.
This is her second time having cancer.
I feel really lost. I'm scared. I have all the hope in the world, but I have that little demon in the back of my head, telling me that this is going to hurt bad.
I am currently a month into separation from the person I married. I thought that this made me somewhat stronger, and more in touch with who I should be. But I'm struggling to keep my head up right now.
On Tuesday, it was confirmed that my mom has bowel and stomach cancer. They were able to remove some of it, but she still requires surgery. We won't know how bad it is until some results come back in a few weeks, but she will be starting chemo soon. And surgery probably won't happen until the new year.
This is her second time having cancer.
I feel really lost. I'm scared. I have all the hope in the world, but I have that little demon in the back of my head, telling me that this is going to hurt bad.
I am currently a month into separation from the person I married. I thought that this made me somewhat stronger, and more in touch with who I should be. But I'm struggling to keep my head up right now.