But, I need to put this down, maybe it will help, maybe it won't.
All my adult life (I'm in my 30s) I have tried to do the best for my kids and somehow always got it wrong.
Around about 5 years ago I got together with my boyfriend. It was awesome. Then we had a baby, who had problems when born, so he obviously became my priority.
But unbeknownst to me, my boyfriend had gotten himself an online girlfriend and a totally made up life online.
Because I made the mistakes in the past, I decided to stay with my boyfriend, Because of what happened we drift apart then seem to be ok then drift apart again.
For the last few weeks I have felt lonely again. the last time I felt lonely I didn't know what to do so I put it on gumtree and then people asked for money and sex
So I found this place, but I need to get it off my chest. You know. I'm lonely. And maybe it's my fault.
All my adult life (I'm in my 30s) I have tried to do the best for my kids and somehow always got it wrong.
Around about 5 years ago I got together with my boyfriend. It was awesome. Then we had a baby, who had problems when born, so he obviously became my priority.
But unbeknownst to me, my boyfriend had gotten himself an online girlfriend and a totally made up life online.
Because I made the mistakes in the past, I decided to stay with my boyfriend, Because of what happened we drift apart then seem to be ok then drift apart again.
For the last few weeks I have felt lonely again. the last time I felt lonely I didn't know what to do so I put it on gumtree and then people asked for money and sex
So I found this place, but I need to get it off my chest. You know. I'm lonely. And maybe it's my fault.