TheDiscolouredRose
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Sorry if this sounds a bit like a rant. So.Today I did it. I felt confident at first but then as I was about to approach her my anxiety subconsciously drove my body backwards. But then I said 'I'm going to do this'. So as I approached her I was so nervous. Pulled up a chair next to her. She looked at me, I said Hi and she said Hi, then I froze as I struggled to control my rapid heavy breathing. I told her "sorry I'm just nervous" and then she smiled and said, "Why" but I didn't respond. I asked her her name and then she told me her name before I told her mine... Then I asked "so.. You study English then?". she said yeah. Then I just walked away.. It was awful. I don't know. Am I coward?... I don't know what I feel anymore.. :/