I am the greatest actor, I put on a front everyday off my life. My parents think everything is fine with me because I am a specialist at what I do, and that is hiding the truth. You won't find a better actor than me, I live in sham everyday off my life, I quickly change any subject regarding "friends" and pretend to be happy when deep down I am hurt inside. I smile when someone would ask me if I have a girlfriend, without anyone noticing how lonely and miserable I have become under my false disguise. I am sick of living this way, everyday my anger grow and grow but I can't help it, I have naturally become adept at lying. I am hurting more and more each day, but have found way to comfort myself after all the years of pain. I don't pray, I don't confess, and I don't fear death nor hell. I am sick, but I keep on living hoping that I can take all my secret down to my grave.
Chris
Chris