dn560
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due to my anxiety my heart races off all day everyday, I got kicked out of university, my thyroid problems made all my hair fall out, im 21 im bald now, I started university at 18 im ******* 21 now and haven't made any progress. its hard to watch everyone move up in life and youre stuck while time is passing. everyone is getting gfs and getting married, im so ugly and such a ******* loser, I been to so many drs and all have dismissed my claims, sometimes I feel so sick that I think im dying. I been trying so hard to impress this girl only to find out she doesn't give a honeysuckle about me , but then again no one does. my parents only argue with me and stress me out while my sister is treated like royalty. all my friends don't talk to me no more they bad mouth me and they don't care that I even exist. I have zero ******* talent, no education, no girlfriend, no friends, no life, I got nothing...I don't wanna kill myself but is this life worth? my chest hurts and heart races, everyone has friends to hang with, I just sit alone and watch while I cry like a ***** at night. I tried everything to grow my hair back but I shaved my ******* head im fed up I look ******* stupid and my confidence is gone I cant even show my face in public im so ******* ashamed of myself what the fresia do I do now? what?
I apologize for the language but im jjust in a real bad state thanks if you cared to read this.
I apologize for the language but im jjust in a real bad state thanks if you cared to read this.