Drakoflash
Member
I don't even like writing things like this, to me it's just anxiety provoking, but I might as well. So, here goes. Lately I've just been feeling not great, I don't have anyone to talk to, home life isn't the best, and I don't have any friends to talk to, I just feel like no one cares, I try to make friends, but it normally doesn't work out, I've only had a few decent friendships in my life, but after a couple of years they all just stopped caring, I don't expect things from others, but I do want friendships, if not more, I've never had a relationship. I've never kissed anyone. I could on for hours, but I'm not trying to do this for attention, I just want it off my chest. People at my school don't even look at me, I used to try to be social, talking to whoever would listen, and I would try to build relationships, but I just stopped because people would just walk away, or not listen, or etc, I'm not going to go as far as to call myself an outcast, but whenever I'm anywhere, I'm usually alone. I sit in class no one will sit beside me, or at lunch I sit alone, y'know general things. I'm just sick of it. And I know I just ranted for a long time, and if you took the time to read it, thanks. I don't expect anything, just to post it in general.