Make it stop.

I sometimes think that dieing wont solve anything except stopping the life of someone who has potential to do great things. but now i know all my dreams are too far to grasp, too great to achieve and i can never reach them. sometimes i believe that the pain of consciousness outweighs the possibility of happiness in the future...., sometimes i hold a razor blade at my wrist just daydreaming how good it will feel when i cant feel.

http://www.suicide.org/

Please check out this site if you are feeling low. I hope things look up for you. Know that we can support you in your will to live, you can meet some great people here.

Can you tell us a little about your dreams and what you want to achieve?
Maybe they aren't as far away as you think. Sometimes all it requires is a different perspective.

If your dreams are too far or too great to grasp or achieve, then dial back your ambitions to something realistic and doable.....that's better than being dead.