blumar
Well-known member
Does anyone else feel as though they are just in the wrong place? I've lived in California all my life but lately I just feel that I don't belong. As though I should have uprooted and landed in some other state or country. I feel out of place; people are moving and working in concentric circles around me, never to intersect. Like a nightmare where you scream out loud at the frustration of your life and no one hears you.
Then I quietly wonder to myself what would be the downfall of leaving? I'm lonely here, it would be the same there (where ever "there" is). But then again "here" is reality. Here is where I am a responsible adult with a career and two friends. Here is where the bills are mailed - my comfortable and mundane existence. Am I alone in this? Or, is my fantasy one of "the grass is always greener..." Just wondering.
Then I quietly wonder to myself what would be the downfall of leaving? I'm lonely here, it would be the same there (where ever "there" is). But then again "here" is reality. Here is where I am a responsible adult with a career and two friends. Here is where the bills are mailed - my comfortable and mundane existence. Am I alone in this? Or, is my fantasy one of "the grass is always greener..." Just wondering.