nondescript
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I just randomly bumped into a girl I went on one internet date 2 years ago where she rejected me (gently) as she thought of me as a friend.
We met once more as friends and then much later bumped into each other a few times when she was on dates with other guys
I found the interaction today really, really awkward.
She was being friendly and asked for my number and I acted cold/uncomfortable.
The conversation was really forced and weird as it attempted "fake" familiarity when really we don't really know each other at all.
I was looking and judging her physically (in a negative way) and felt paranoid that my facial expression was readable on my face.
The interaction has affected me more than I like to admit.
Where before I was thinking I was looking cool in my new jacket on the way home I saw my reflection in windows and just thought I am really ugly.
Spurned romantic relations/emotions are really difficult to deal with. I came home all in a bother and felt the need to write this out to calm myself down.
anyway thanks for reading, not sure what my intention for posting this if nothing more than being able to express myself
We met once more as friends and then much later bumped into each other a few times when she was on dates with other guys
I found the interaction today really, really awkward.
She was being friendly and asked for my number and I acted cold/uncomfortable.
The conversation was really forced and weird as it attempted "fake" familiarity when really we don't really know each other at all.
I was looking and judging her physically (in a negative way) and felt paranoid that my facial expression was readable on my face.
The interaction has affected me more than I like to admit.
Where before I was thinking I was looking cool in my new jacket on the way home I saw my reflection in windows and just thought I am really ugly.
Spurned romantic relations/emotions are really difficult to deal with. I came home all in a bother and felt the need to write this out to calm myself down.
anyway thanks for reading, not sure what my intention for posting this if nothing more than being able to express myself