LonelySutton
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46 years old and I am starting to think, maybe, possibly, every stupid thing about me, is wrong and needs to be changed.
(1) At work I care about doing things right. Fast and right. I mostly spend the day in my office hiding and, if I see a "big" person like a boss, instead of me going up to them and saying hello. I am more likely to dodge into a closet until they are gone. I always think it is about the work, but, I know it is not.. I want it to be about the work because that is more comfortable for me.
(2) At home, though, I think I eat decent, I think I have grown to rely on fast foods, and high calorie foods. I hate to cook and rarely do it. I hate errands. I spend wayyy too much time on the internet. I resent that I can't spend more. When really, I know, I shouldn't be on the internet at all, I should be out taking a hike, I should be at events with people or animals. I need to force myself to eat foods that are good for me.. make them from scratch.
(3) I tend to sku conservative and always have... this creates problems for me in that I also tend to sku into things liberals would be interested in. Such as kindness and compassion. But this blows up in my face when I have limits to those things and others don't. I don't know why I tend to attract people to me that aren't right for me... I have to fix this. I think it has to do with the way I dress and hold myself... which is opposite as to who I am.
(4) For years now I have lived under a health regime of -- do nothing / modern medicine is bad. It is sorry, I usually don't have good luck, but I am reaching a critical mass where there is a lot wrong with me. I have to get with the program and start allowng thing to be fixed.. undergo procedures... get the tests they tell me to.
And you?
(1) At work I care about doing things right. Fast and right. I mostly spend the day in my office hiding and, if I see a "big" person like a boss, instead of me going up to them and saying hello. I am more likely to dodge into a closet until they are gone. I always think it is about the work, but, I know it is not.. I want it to be about the work because that is more comfortable for me.
(2) At home, though, I think I eat decent, I think I have grown to rely on fast foods, and high calorie foods. I hate to cook and rarely do it. I hate errands. I spend wayyy too much time on the internet. I resent that I can't spend more. When really, I know, I shouldn't be on the internet at all, I should be out taking a hike, I should be at events with people or animals. I need to force myself to eat foods that are good for me.. make them from scratch.
(3) I tend to sku conservative and always have... this creates problems for me in that I also tend to sku into things liberals would be interested in. Such as kindness and compassion. But this blows up in my face when I have limits to those things and others don't. I don't know why I tend to attract people to me that aren't right for me... I have to fix this. I think it has to do with the way I dress and hold myself... which is opposite as to who I am.
(4) For years now I have lived under a health regime of -- do nothing / modern medicine is bad. It is sorry, I usually don't have good luck, but I am reaching a critical mass where there is a lot wrong with me. I have to get with the program and start allowng thing to be fixed.. undergo procedures... get the tests they tell me to.
And you?