I've been in a relationship with an abuser, a man that dont give a honeysuckle for me or the relationship, he is a narcissistic, and he destroy my steem.
He never say me that im beautiful. I dont want to be a queen of beauty but attractive for the man that you have. When i was thin, for him I was so thin, now i have 20-25 lbs more Im nothing.
He reject sex with me, he said he dislike coital sex but he neither try anything else.
He cheated on me.
One day he said he wasnt happy so he left me, we return without commitment, what is a very good thing for him because he is free.
This and many other things that make me feel a honeysuckle, that i only can have a man like this......
When i was younger i felt i had the power to have any man i wanted, and wasnt only a feelling it was true but now with 47, depressed, and with 20-25lbs more...
I know what you are thinking but at least i can sleep, eat, care, talk a little (when he is with me he is all the time playing in the computer) with somenone 3 nights a week, this is the best i can have, is this or the complete loneliness. So sad but true.
He never say me that im beautiful. I dont want to be a queen of beauty but attractive for the man that you have. When i was thin, for him I was so thin, now i have 20-25 lbs more Im nothing.
He reject sex with me, he said he dislike coital sex but he neither try anything else.
He cheated on me.
One day he said he wasnt happy so he left me, we return without commitment, what is a very good thing for him because he is free.
This and many other things that make me feel a honeysuckle, that i only can have a man like this......
When i was younger i felt i had the power to have any man i wanted, and wasnt only a feelling it was true but now with 47, depressed, and with 20-25lbs more...
I know what you are thinking but at least i can sleep, eat, care, talk a little (when he is with me he is all the time playing in the computer) with somenone 3 nights a week, this is the best i can have, is this or the complete loneliness. So sad but true.