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The torment is so much, the pain, the hatred, I react to it by abusing drugs and cutting, but I don't have many drugs available and I think cutting on an ongoing basis is like slow suicide. The worthlessness that I feel, the piece of honeysuckle that I feel, the most disgusting lowest scum, I just feel the only way to end this is to end my life.

I don't want to and can't go on like this anymore, the mockery, the abuse, being treated like garbage, made fun by everyone, laughed at by everyone, hated by everyone. I feel it is time to go.

What happened to make you feel this way, if you don't mind me asking? Anything specific?

It's not time to go. Stick around. Is there anyone you can call or message? (apart from us, of course)

-Teresa

sent you a pm

am i too late to um converse?