Its a saturday night and I 'm at home while so many others are probably having a good time. In school I feel kinda shy and its difficult to relate to alot of people. I talk to some people in school but it seems like I dont get invited to parties and things. I'm like everyone else I want to go out party and have a good time its just alot of people dont think that bc I'm shy in school especialy around guys. With a girl I can start a conversation about shopping or the outfit she is wearing but with a guy its sometimes hard. And the thing is outside of school I'm a different person i can be outgoing and talk, meat new ppl especialy those older then me. I got into modeling and an agency wants to work with me but in school I feel like everyone doesnt like me or is judging me which is ironic. I hope that my insecurities in school will not spill over into my life of modeling. I was dating someone and it turned out pretty sour in the end and now its valentines day soon and I have no one to share it with. I'm not like alot of others . On the way I look i could fit in the the most popular croud in school and I'm getting into modeling (and yes I checked them out its not a scam) but in school I feel completely insecure what is wrong with me?