GrayAndLonesome
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Yes, I am in a state of depression. You guys have probably read my thread and other posting on my difficulty being in a relationship because girls have used me, or don't find me attractive due to my race - hence, I am heavily discriminated against the the dating arena.
I moved away from home three months ago to a new city. I actually live in the suburbs of this city. But I had to leave behind a lot of friends and acquaintances. Now that I live here, I have lost touch with most of them. I have one good college friend who lives in this city. But he lives 30 miles away, is married, and his wife recently gave birth to his first child. I feel jealous, but also upset that no girl wants me.
Friends also back home weren't really great friends. I found out while browsing through Facebook that one friend got married in December, and he never even bothered to invite me to his wedding. WTF?! Another guy, I hardly talk to him, and I didn't like him, because he would use me.
I have been reliant on match-making agencies, and asking strangers to find me a nice girl. Only to have me get dumped to the curb today, after the girl I've met texted me that she's not interested in me. I don't know.....I feel that there's a curse on me. I never have a deep relationship, and never had a sexual relationship with a girl.
This is why I'm contemplating on spending $$$ for HE's in the near future! Dead serious!
I moved away from home three months ago to a new city. I actually live in the suburbs of this city. But I had to leave behind a lot of friends and acquaintances. Now that I live here, I have lost touch with most of them. I have one good college friend who lives in this city. But he lives 30 miles away, is married, and his wife recently gave birth to his first child. I feel jealous, but also upset that no girl wants me.
Friends also back home weren't really great friends. I found out while browsing through Facebook that one friend got married in December, and he never even bothered to invite me to his wedding. WTF?! Another guy, I hardly talk to him, and I didn't like him, because he would use me.
I have been reliant on match-making agencies, and asking strangers to find me a nice girl. Only to have me get dumped to the curb today, after the girl I've met texted me that she's not interested in me. I don't know.....I feel that there's a curse on me. I never have a deep relationship, and never had a sexual relationship with a girl.
This is why I'm contemplating on spending $$$ for HE's in the near future! Dead serious!