Nice But Dim Jim
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I can remember the last time I was truly happy, that scares me badly. I always take the negative route rather than positive. I find fault with everything and everyone. I distrust everyone. I feel trapped in my body, I find it hard to show emotion to other people. I am wooden, I never just go for it. I don't enjoy hobbies, I tolerate them until I quit. I don't enjoy going out. I hate dating. I hate telling the same stories over and over again. I have to fake that I care. I try to hard to be something I'm not. I'm scared to be me because then I will be exposed to hurt.