Hey, I have a boss right now who called me into his office yesterday because he's not happy with the way I'm working. He's been there for about two weeks and reprimanded me over something I did (which was in fact in line with our established procedure). He can absolutely freeze you with one look like nobody I've ever met and our conversation yesterday actually made me feel faint, I had to go into the toilets afterwards and put my head down for about five minutes. He's the only person who's ever had that effect on me and moreover it's happened with him before (in a different section, different context).
My co workers tell me they don't think the current situation is my fault, including the lady from whom I took this job over not long ago. They've told me not to worry about him, but this stuff upsets me more than I'd like to admit. I can appreciate he looks at my output and thinks "where does the time go", and it exacerbates my own inferiority complex and tendency to feel incompetent.
I'm studying at the moment for a career change and only working two days a week, so I really don't need to be worrying about all this. Right now I wish I could not go back to work at all.
My co workers tell me they don't think the current situation is my fault, including the lady from whom I took this job over not long ago. They've told me not to worry about him, but this stuff upsets me more than I'd like to admit. I can appreciate he looks at my output and thinks "where does the time go", and it exacerbates my own inferiority complex and tendency to feel incompetent.
I'm studying at the moment for a career change and only working two days a week, so I really don't need to be worrying about all this. Right now I wish I could not go back to work at all.