Naizo
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i've always wanted to cut myself.
not sure why, but ever since my grandpa died it's been a thought to me, every time my life brings me to a situation i'd rather not deal with.
thing is, i don't like being uncomfortable.
the first girl i ever slept with, turned out to be my dads girlfriend at the time. i put a cigarette out in my palm in front of them to sort've show that i could take the pain of such a bullshit outcome. but the thought of cutting my wrist or flesh seems so very appealing and yet at the same time, not.
i dont treat it lightly and im not one to condone it. but, in all honesty, ive wanted too but never had the balls to.
not sure why, but ever since my grandpa died it's been a thought to me, every time my life brings me to a situation i'd rather not deal with.
thing is, i don't like being uncomfortable.
the first girl i ever slept with, turned out to be my dads girlfriend at the time. i put a cigarette out in my palm in front of them to sort've show that i could take the pain of such a bullshit outcome. but the thought of cutting my wrist or flesh seems so very appealing and yet at the same time, not.
i dont treat it lightly and im not one to condone it. but, in all honesty, ive wanted too but never had the balls to.
