And I mean actually in love or at least a serious crush, like wanting to have a date with that person, having dinner and just talk...like you would feel toward a real person you meet in your daily life.
I know the teenager and crazy fan crush, I have had those. I also know the sexual kind of crush , the "it would be great if we end up in bed" thing. But this's nothing like that.
I just finished a tv series and feel kind of sad, which is normally after finishing a story you love. Some says because you can no longer be in that "world" again, it's end. But to me it's not like that, I don't miss that world but the main character. Not something big, though. Imagine a coworker you like, but didn't have a chance to ask them out (and not because you're shy, but circumstances didn't allow) and one day you hear from other coworkers that they had quit and moved to another city.
It feels like that, something is missing, not strong enough to make your heart clench or make you cry, but still something is missing. And you want to see that face again, hear that voice and look at that smile one more time.
I never felt like this before, I even tried to watch other movies of that actor but what I miss is the character from that certain series. And I kind of afraid to rewatch it because I know it would eventually end.
Sure, there're other movies I loved and was crazy about. One even made me cried for days after that, because it has a sad ending. Then I would start finding other things related to it: other movies of the same actor, fanfictions...and it would satisfy my need for being in the fandom. This time it doesn't help.
This time it just feel so different. I know this feeling would go away over time, but at the moment I would like to know if anyone has ever feel this way.
I know the teenager and crazy fan crush, I have had those. I also know the sexual kind of crush , the "it would be great if we end up in bed" thing. But this's nothing like that.
I just finished a tv series and feel kind of sad, which is normally after finishing a story you love. Some says because you can no longer be in that "world" again, it's end. But to me it's not like that, I don't miss that world but the main character. Not something big, though. Imagine a coworker you like, but didn't have a chance to ask them out (and not because you're shy, but circumstances didn't allow) and one day you hear from other coworkers that they had quit and moved to another city.
It feels like that, something is missing, not strong enough to make your heart clench or make you cry, but still something is missing. And you want to see that face again, hear that voice and look at that smile one more time.
I never felt like this before, I even tried to watch other movies of that actor but what I miss is the character from that certain series. And I kind of afraid to rewatch it because I know it would eventually end.
Sure, there're other movies I loved and was crazy about. One even made me cried for days after that, because it has a sad ending. Then I would start finding other things related to it: other movies of the same actor, fanfictions...and it would satisfy my need for being in the fandom. This time it doesn't help.
This time it just feel so different. I know this feeling would go away over time, but at the moment I would like to know if anyone has ever feel this way.