If I leave tomorrow

If I leave tomorrow
it will be simply for the best
I will know not of my past
, not of people who hated me
, nor of the many who just didn't care

If I leave tomorrow
no one will really know
for no one knows I'm here now
so why would it matter where I go
replacing no one with nothingness

If I leave tomorrow
not a grain of dust will stir
the forest where I lay, one last time
will, forever, continue in its serenity
blissfully ignorant of what once was

If I leave tomorrow
I will leave knowing not what love is
or could have been, but that is okay
because I will discover what calm is
and with that, I will make do

If I leave tomorrow
will I go to hell ?
what a silly thought that is !
because that's a place I should know well
and know I'm leaving behind