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melofsalem

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It's a cold, cold November morning without you
You left yourself everywhere but next to me
Your impressions haunt me because I feel you
But when I look, you are not there
Not in my bed or in my arms
No, summer is close in Peru
And that's where I'll find you
South of the equator 
And beyond my embrace
You wondered if you would be erased
Don't you know I am disappearing 
With every passing moment without you
A shard of me floats and off into oblivion 
You had become the glue that mended my heart
It's not your fault it's falling apart
How many tears are enough?
When you cry yourself to sleep and wail, dreaming/screaming and wake back up
You were my shelter from the storm
And the rain is heavy
It's flooding and it scares me
“Where o where can you be?”
Lima is a little brighter because I let you leave
California is grey, wet and cold
In the the blood of my heart
From the tears that grow
Yes, they swell and burst
From such a great height they fall
And poison the earth;
Where once were sweet flowers
Now grow thorns and laments in verse
Or would you rather I smile?
Sometimes I do, but I won't lie to you
I've come undone
And living seems impossible without you
Maybe next spring and then at harvest
I will not find another because I'm slowly dying
Your love in your absence is a light and it is bright
But your presence is fading and it will soon be night
And the demons know you're gone
And the ghosts know I'm wrong
I shouldn't have let you go
But I chose fear over love
Maybe I could….
Maybe I should…
Or rather, I would…
Do anything for you
Do anything to hold your hand
Sell everything to see you smile
Abandon all this to look into your amber eyes
And bathe in the colors on the outside 
Somehow our souls have become intwined 
And it's safe for now
But should we unravel with time?
I will die every day until your back here
In my arms, in my life
Mi amor, mi amor, mi amor
I am tired
Mi amor, mi amor, mi amor
I gave you all of me
And you're gone
You're just gone...
 

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