TheAnxiousPain
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I'm 24 (as I stated in many other threads), and I'm working 2 full time jobs, saving money. But I feel like what if I never get my life together.
I feel like my family have so much power, I feel like if I save up my money like I've been doing and then move out of state. I just feel like they will find a way to hinder this. I'm freaking out and it's bugging me out. I can't imagine a life without control... it would seem wrong to wake up, chase my dreams, feel great about myself, allow people to like me, and socialize and have fun. I've always been in a shell for my family. So if I do this, they might get angry and find a way to destroy me.
I get in a mood of feeling excited and motivated for the future, then it crashes down.
Ever get anxious by the "what ifs". ????
I feel like my family have so much power, I feel like if I save up my money like I've been doing and then move out of state. I just feel like they will find a way to hinder this. I'm freaking out and it's bugging me out. I can't imagine a life without control... it would seem wrong to wake up, chase my dreams, feel great about myself, allow people to like me, and socialize and have fun. I've always been in a shell for my family. So if I do this, they might get angry and find a way to destroy me.
I get in a mood of feeling excited and motivated for the future, then it crashes down.
Ever get anxious by the "what ifs". ????