Lonelytoday
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I spent the last two days alone crying. I am generally a pretty happy person. I have never really had good luck with men. I was married for 29 years to a guy who cheated on me constantly. I left him after he cheated with his best friends wife. I was away from him for over 10 years before he finally divorced me and married her six months later. they were seeing each other more than 15 years. There were plenty of other women. A constant flow.
After the divorce became final I got involved with a man I considered a good friend and companion for life. we went into business together and I invested $11,000 all together. He was also seeing other women and finally married a mail order bride fron China without telling me. She may have come back with him this time. He has ripped out my heart and stumped on it and since we have no formal paperwork just credit card bill receipts he refuses to pay me back any of the money.
Even the guy I just finished dating it turned out was seeing another woman occasionally. i was ready to end that one before I even found out. Something just didnt sit right.
I just have been really depressed about China girl because she was due in and I am pretty sure she is in town. Did I mention it was his idea for me to move here. When we first met years ago as friends and that he didnt want me work in for the government etc..snd I sort of put my life on hold, changed my friends, even my political views and what I ate for him. I was still me but a bit more reserved and definitely highly influenced.
After the divorce became final I got involved with a man I considered a good friend and companion for life. we went into business together and I invested $11,000 all together. He was also seeing other women and finally married a mail order bride fron China without telling me. She may have come back with him this time. He has ripped out my heart and stumped on it and since we have no formal paperwork just credit card bill receipts he refuses to pay me back any of the money.
Even the guy I just finished dating it turned out was seeing another woman occasionally. i was ready to end that one before I even found out. Something just didnt sit right.
I just have been really depressed about China girl because she was due in and I am pretty sure she is in town. Did I mention it was his idea for me to move here. When we first met years ago as friends and that he didnt want me work in for the government etc..snd I sort of put my life on hold, changed my friends, even my political views and what I ate for him. I was still me but a bit more reserved and definitely highly influenced.