hawk9007
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well sense about a week before school started everything seems weird, not sure why,dont really care why, but i dont like it. its my last year in high school im suppose to be happy and having a great time, granted its only been 1 day but you can kindof tell the day i had seeing as how im complaing about it, its the morning before the 2nd day and i resently thoughs of something. yesterday at school, me and her got ainto a few arguements,wasnt my fault, and she stomped off like normal insted of wanted to talk about it, so of course i chased after her, and tryed to make things right you know. i walked her home got back to my place and i started to think to myself "whats going on?" i mean before school everything was great you know i didnt have a care in the world as long as she was thare but now......im not sure whats happening. shes suppose to try to come over on friday, if i can just make it till then, and i can make sure everything between me and her is still cool, ill be ok. but heres the things after yesterdays first blow out i thought about walking to the drug store and just ending it all.the only reason i thought this is because it might show her that im not always going to be thare for her if she keep this up, that im not just a doormat, ive done so much for her over this last year that i cant believe that this kindof honeysuckle is happening. im under alot of stress and going to school didnt help it any,but neither do these arguements or any of this. i just think shes have a kindof weird week and im hoping it will end soon.