2017 so far.

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So I saw the 2016 thread and maybe we can evaluate how we did.

2016

Good.
-I did well in UNI and passed all my classes.
-Mantained my job and sorted out the money part (barely)
-Got out of the religious band after 2 years of battling with my beliefs.
-Got better at writing and had an enjoyable time in the workshop (even while restricting my own time)
-Got the courage to ask for therapy and went through it, but not much progress can be done.
I'm still in the works on continuing with it this year.
-Made new songs.

Bad.
-Still struggle with money and I didn't get to enjoy some spare for me.
-Didn't form new relationships or meet people who I could connect.
-More classmates have left the career. (now we're just 5)
-Still have 2 bands with no real eveidence of progress.
-I couldn't end my dental work for lack of money.
-Failed to become more socially skilled between people I already know. I still get to be needed istead of wanted.
-Didn't work out as much as I wanted.
-Finally got rejected by the girl I still like. Haven0t talked to her in 2 months.  :(


2017

Good
-Got a new job and I can say I'm finacially OK for at least 3 more months.
-Got the schoolarship I didn't got last year.
-Had a good presentation at the end of the writing workshop.

Bad
-Got no vacations due to having to work.
-Haven't go out too much because of work.
-Haven't sleept well because of job.
-Haven't study much.
-Haven't meet new people.
-Haven't made new music.
-Still feel desperatly alone periodically.
 
Congrats on the new job and the scholarship! What kind of hours are you working?


Ok....

Good:
-My kids are still healthy and happy (most of the time).
-I finally drug my ass to figure out what is left to do to get a mortgage. Next step, 10% deposit.
- Despite telling my boss off and walking out for a week's vacay, we're getting along great...
-I feel like building in minecraft :D

Bad:
-I've spent a lot of time lately feeling flat out disgusted and annoyed with people. And have removed myself from interactions with people I used to enjoy being around.
-I have taken up a couple of "hobbies" that are probably contributing to the above point.
-My relationship with my mother has left me with a guilt that makes me feel sick to my stomach almost everyday, and I am afraid that when I create my own space, it will only worsen.
-My dad has asked me over a dozen times to meet with him to go over his will.
-I am really starting to think all the smiling and laughing I do lately is just insanity.
 

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