im jon im from uk just come across this site whilst searching for feeling like this i just seem to be right down as soon as i come in house shut door its like bam i can feel atmoshere change im ok if im with someone but live on my own just carnt do with my own company sometimes awake in early hours panicking i had to go out for a walk last time it seemed to calm me slightly i appologise for being a bit like heavey just at my wits as what to do