Hi Guys,
It has been a difficult couple of months, ever since leaving my previous job I feel a lot worse, because back then
at least being that big-shot guy of the company kept me going and nowadays I'm just one guy trying to make a name for himself
in some other company, which I know for sure that I don't want to stay in for too long because those dicks didn't let me know that
another guy is going to manage me, whom I can't stand and I'm assuming he hates me too. if I had met him during the interview phases,
there is no way in hell that I would have signed for them.
Anyway, I really miss my former colleagues and I feel very much alone, more than ever.
next week I am having a meeting with a pal of mine from the university, he is offering me to join hands with him at his brother's company,
but I don't know.. the idea of having my best friend as my boss is going to be extremely weird, especially since I am the one who helped him get
a degree back then.
aside from having my career at a very confusing stage where I don't know what the hell I want, my love life kinda died and I feel very lonely lately, especially since I don't have my friends from the old job.
Sometimes I wish I could just speak to someone, I am so overwhelmed from these last 3 years, having some family problems, a woman using me for a year, leaving a job that I used to love, the dream of leaving to another country and working so hard to get the permit without knowing what is going to happen.
God, sometimes I just wish I could be that stupid 16-year-old kid instead of the uptight 31-year-old guy who just wants to run away to the other side of the world.
It has been a difficult couple of months, ever since leaving my previous job I feel a lot worse, because back then
at least being that big-shot guy of the company kept me going and nowadays I'm just one guy trying to make a name for himself
in some other company, which I know for sure that I don't want to stay in for too long because those dicks didn't let me know that
another guy is going to manage me, whom I can't stand and I'm assuming he hates me too. if I had met him during the interview phases,
there is no way in hell that I would have signed for them.
Anyway, I really miss my former colleagues and I feel very much alone, more than ever.
next week I am having a meeting with a pal of mine from the university, he is offering me to join hands with him at his brother's company,
but I don't know.. the idea of having my best friend as my boss is going to be extremely weird, especially since I am the one who helped him get
a degree back then.
aside from having my career at a very confusing stage where I don't know what the hell I want, my love life kinda died and I feel very lonely lately, especially since I don't have my friends from the old job.
Sometimes I wish I could just speak to someone, I am so overwhelmed from these last 3 years, having some family problems, a woman using me for a year, leaving a job that I used to love, the dream of leaving to another country and working so hard to get the permit without knowing what is going to happen.
God, sometimes I just wish I could be that stupid 16-year-old kid instead of the uptight 31-year-old guy who just wants to run away to the other side of the world.
