I read your post and I don't know what to say.... I guess there are times when it's nice just to vent to people. I hope that your life gets better and that you don't spend too much time worrying about Jones not being a friend and that you overcome the shitty things that happened to you in your past. It's pretty terrible if all of your friends are psychopaths - that's something I know about, at least - because they can be manipulative and abusive. You should get some better friends and influences in your life and that's really hard. Here might be a good place to start. You should check out the chat room. I don't know what else to tell you, other than seeing a psychologist or something will help a lot. There's not a lot of your experiences which I can relate to you, other than friends cutting you off. I guess that your friend should get the full picture of what is happening, but I wouldn't expect too much from him. Sometimes I drunkdial my friends or former friends/exes, and they aren't usually very responsive, and some are not at all. People don't really know how to react to a word and emotions vomit of a text, at least in my case, and will mostly not respond at all. But I guess we'll see.
