So after over and over hitting my head into a brick wall for a year, being sent between the psychiatrists and the doctors back and forth over again for any help (where I foremost asked to be able to get rid of my lifelong arachnophobia), I was at a meeting with a psychiatrist I may very well like. She told me I could start the eighth, a friday, and I got "homework" meanwhile since I asked for it. She also asked if I wanted some help after, which I said I'd really like to, so she should try to fix that - some group to help me with the time thing, though I don't remember the exact purpose, I was so happy.
I went home, and I just had my first "homework". I google searched for spiders, and then I jumped halfway through the room, but over the two minutes I got closer to the computer to sit down in front of the pictures for the last five seconds. It feels like a huge win. Relieved, tired, scared, happy.
Finally. Finally I can start working on this!
Hugs and happiness, Meaw
I went home, and I just had my first "homework". I google searched for spiders, and then I jumped halfway through the room, but over the two minutes I got closer to the computer to sit down in front of the pictures for the last five seconds. It feels like a huge win. Relieved, tired, scared, happy.
Finally. Finally I can start working on this!
Hugs and happiness, Meaw
