Life not going well. I have always suffered with mental health problems, and now psychical problems too.
In the last few years I have lost my house, my job, and my girlfriend. I now find myself living in a small rented depressing studio flat. I’m lonely and bored and unhappy.
I’m lucky enough to have an amazing daughter who I see every 2-3 weeks, but that is the only face to face interaction I have with anyone. I get a call from my mother every 2 weeks, any other interaction with anyone is via the occasional text message.
I’m Feeling really isolated and depressed. I have nothing to do and no one to do anything with, and don’t get out of the house. I so often want to reach out to anyone. But I can’t keep bothering the few friends and family I have with my problems, and I don’t want to be a burden.
Just feel panicky all the time, and suffer with depression, anxiety and OCD, which eventually took its toll and lost me my job of 27 years.
I can’t stand how long the days are alone. I don’t know how I’m going to get out of this, and with my health, even if I can. I don’t feel I’m going anywhere in life. I feel weak and ashamed of myself, I try to put on a brave face, but I certainly don’t feel that way. The worst thing is the utter dread, emptiness, boredom and loneliness I feel as I face and try to get through each day, ad infinitum.
I have always been ok on my own, and would describe myself as an introvert, but now I don’t want to be alone any more. I know there are people in worse situations, so feel that my feelings and situation aren’t as important, but I can’t help feeling so low and unhappy.
Hope I don’t bring anyone down, sorry.
In the last few years I have lost my house, my job, and my girlfriend. I now find myself living in a small rented depressing studio flat. I’m lonely and bored and unhappy.
I’m lucky enough to have an amazing daughter who I see every 2-3 weeks, but that is the only face to face interaction I have with anyone. I get a call from my mother every 2 weeks, any other interaction with anyone is via the occasional text message.
I’m Feeling really isolated and depressed. I have nothing to do and no one to do anything with, and don’t get out of the house. I so often want to reach out to anyone. But I can’t keep bothering the few friends and family I have with my problems, and I don’t want to be a burden.
Just feel panicky all the time, and suffer with depression, anxiety and OCD, which eventually took its toll and lost me my job of 27 years.
I can’t stand how long the days are alone. I don’t know how I’m going to get out of this, and with my health, even if I can. I don’t feel I’m going anywhere in life. I feel weak and ashamed of myself, I try to put on a brave face, but I certainly don’t feel that way. The worst thing is the utter dread, emptiness, boredom and loneliness I feel as I face and try to get through each day, ad infinitum.
I have always been ok on my own, and would describe myself as an introvert, but now I don’t want to be alone any more. I know there are people in worse situations, so feel that my feelings and situation aren’t as important, but I can’t help feeling so low and unhappy.
Hope I don’t bring anyone down, sorry.
