I avoid my friends in real life and don't answer their phone calls. I also have a boyfriend that I live with, but I don't try to cultivate any sort of intimacy with him. I cry multiple times a day from my loneliness, but I'm not sure why because I shouldn't be lonely. I have ample opportunities to connect with people, but I don't do it. I feel like it would be pointless, because I won't get the intimacy I want anyways.
Is anyone else like this?
Is anyone else like this?