Red_Wedding_Casualty
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So, I'm in the midst of another crush at the moment. Girl's in my general social circle. I've known her for a while, but it wasn't until late last year that we actually had a proper conversation. I won't bore you with the details, since it's not the strongest crush I've ever had. Pretty sure I'll be over it in the next month or so, since it's not like our paths cross very often. That being said, I hate getting crushes. I hate getting strong feelings for someone knowing I can never, ever act on them. And I want to never feel that way ever again. I'm good at putting up a front most of the time, but get a few drinks into me and I come undone, and I'm quite sure people can see through me anyways.
At the age of 31, without any experience with dating and/or relationships, I'm at the point where I can't just front as an ice king, I've actually got to BE an ice king, especially if I plan on retaining any of my friendships beyond the next 5 years. I lurk this forum quite often, and I know that some of you have completely tuned out any interest in seeking romantic companionship. My question is this: How did you learn this power?
At the age of 31, without any experience with dating and/or relationships, I'm at the point where I can't just front as an ice king, I've actually got to BE an ice king, especially if I plan on retaining any of my friendships beyond the next 5 years. I lurk this forum quite often, and I know that some of you have completely tuned out any interest in seeking romantic companionship. My question is this: How did you learn this power?