soccer7
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hi everyone,
i'm just going through the roughest week, i feel so alone, depressed and have a broken heart and no one to talk to or help me through.
my auntie was one of the only person i used to confide in, but she was insensitive to me the other time, which made me recall more times she was insensitive and always had to be right, so i decided not to talk to her anymore and she hasn't called or message me or anything as well, she probably doesn't even care. So i've been a bit lonely ever since.
me and my crush at work has been getting more and more distant towards each other, today i was working with her and decided to just swallow my pride and be a really good friend to her by trying to talk to her and just be overall pleasant, but she was busy and didn't want to talk, then she left her shift only 2 hours after i started mine, then i figured out what had happened, she has changed her shift to start in the morning and finish in the evening. This has been going on for 3 week now and it finally dawned on me. i just feel like she has changed her shift to avoid me, we were on our way to breaking up even as friends afterall. When she left i felt my heart broke into a thousand pieces, here i was trying to be nice and friendly making all the initiative to talk to her and stuff and she seems cold, then she just walked out.
i have decided i will continue to try to be nice to her for this week, i will probably look like desperate, trying to get her attention and talking to her but i will continue to swallow my pride making my last ditch effort to try to be good friends with her again before finally just giving up on her. There is so much pain i seriously can't sleep right now.
After everything's that happened, being the good guy helping my auntie with everything, she just doesn't seem to give a honeysuckle about me anymore, and now my crush who i used to look forward to going to work with seems to also be walking away from me too. The decision on what to do will come down to the last 2 days that i'm giving her a change. after Sunday its all over, if she continues to be cold to me i'm just gonna ignore her and be cold back. btw my crush knows that i like her, i asked her out once, she said no and despite that we got over the awkwardness and everything is cool again, but now its just so cold.
sorry for the long post, i'm just so lonely and depressed right now.
i'm just going through the roughest week, i feel so alone, depressed and have a broken heart and no one to talk to or help me through.
my auntie was one of the only person i used to confide in, but she was insensitive to me the other time, which made me recall more times she was insensitive and always had to be right, so i decided not to talk to her anymore and she hasn't called or message me or anything as well, she probably doesn't even care. So i've been a bit lonely ever since.
me and my crush at work has been getting more and more distant towards each other, today i was working with her and decided to just swallow my pride and be a really good friend to her by trying to talk to her and just be overall pleasant, but she was busy and didn't want to talk, then she left her shift only 2 hours after i started mine, then i figured out what had happened, she has changed her shift to start in the morning and finish in the evening. This has been going on for 3 week now and it finally dawned on me. i just feel like she has changed her shift to avoid me, we were on our way to breaking up even as friends afterall. When she left i felt my heart broke into a thousand pieces, here i was trying to be nice and friendly making all the initiative to talk to her and stuff and she seems cold, then she just walked out.
i have decided i will continue to try to be nice to her for this week, i will probably look like desperate, trying to get her attention and talking to her but i will continue to swallow my pride making my last ditch effort to try to be good friends with her again before finally just giving up on her. There is so much pain i seriously can't sleep right now.
After everything's that happened, being the good guy helping my auntie with everything, she just doesn't seem to give a honeysuckle about me anymore, and now my crush who i used to look forward to going to work with seems to also be walking away from me too. The decision on what to do will come down to the last 2 days that i'm giving her a change. after Sunday its all over, if she continues to be cold to me i'm just gonna ignore her and be cold back. btw my crush knows that i like her, i asked her out once, she said no and despite that we got over the awkwardness and everything is cool again, but now its just so cold.
sorry for the long post, i'm just so lonely and depressed right now.