Naizo
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I honestly tried typing this up on my PS4 because my computer died on me but the PS4 had issues with the typing with the controller or the keyboard so I’m on my phone, works much better. It’s not something entirely new for me but it’s been a long time since I’ve had a dream about my ex, and the year are usually just that. Unrealistic dreams where we aren’t together or run into each other and they go over well. It only causes me pain due to them being dreams, reminding me and the like, of what I had. Most of my time “recovering” has been about remembering my life was worth something before I met her. I Just yesterday hadn’t one start out like that, but quickly turned as she seemingly disappeared. Trying to find her, I see her with my aunt, my aunt saying I’m only 19 a bit too young. I’m 24 as im having this nightmare. I let my presensce be known and state I can hear them, and I’m laughed at. I rush downstairs and the buildings crashes around me.
Typing on the phone slows down considerably after a few lines. It’s almost infuriating so I don’t suggest it to anyone.
The last thing I saw was the ground, small rocks and dirt blinding my vision like I’m being buried? Idk
I gave up on relationships a long time ago and really just support marijuana legalization now, because I had what I loved and don’t want a cheap replacement. My heart is for cannabis, I don’t have the heart for women anymore. I think some women are beautiful, attractive, sharp as a tack I just don’t want to deal with the mumbling and the constant second guessing myself ever again. Not blaming anyone but myself and my anxiety for my inabilities but I personally dream of just having legal marijuana because it’s the one thing I truly love. I don’t smoke anymore, but I feel that constant anxiety and subtle anger and pissyness coming back now that it’s been almost a year since I quit. It really helped manage my anxiety and the anger that stemmed from it, helped me to empathize with others. fresia Richard Nixon.
Typing on the phone slows down considerably after a few lines. It’s almost infuriating so I don’t suggest it to anyone.
The last thing I saw was the ground, small rocks and dirt blinding my vision like I’m being buried? Idk
I gave up on relationships a long time ago and really just support marijuana legalization now, because I had what I loved and don’t want a cheap replacement. My heart is for cannabis, I don’t have the heart for women anymore. I think some women are beautiful, attractive, sharp as a tack I just don’t want to deal with the mumbling and the constant second guessing myself ever again. Not blaming anyone but myself and my anxiety for my inabilities but I personally dream of just having legal marijuana because it’s the one thing I truly love. I don’t smoke anymore, but I feel that constant anxiety and subtle anger and pissyness coming back now that it’s been almost a year since I quit. It really helped manage my anxiety and the anger that stemmed from it, helped me to empathize with others. fresia Richard Nixon.