ShyNLonely
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Is it worth staying alive for love?
My story is; life gave me a really really really hard time, I was extremely hurt all my life. And when I finally get up back on my feet again, life did find a new way to extremely hurt me again.
But ... since I was soo much hurt all my entire life ...
.... Finally one good stuff happened to me. Someone is in love with me.
About 7-10 days ago, when I found out she feels the same ...
It broke me. I had mental break down. I was crying 4-5-6 times in that period of 2-3 days.
I was walking dog, and I started to cry in the middle of nowhere in 9 pm.
Second day, mom just knocked down on my door, and I was in tears, and mood switch was amazing.
The thing is; She is The One for me, and I am The One for Her.
But ... is love worth staying? Is love enough after being hurt for last 2 decades?
Is my life worth fighting for?
Part of me feel like living, and part of me wants to give up.
Your thoughts?
My story is; life gave me a really really really hard time, I was extremely hurt all my life. And when I finally get up back on my feet again, life did find a new way to extremely hurt me again.
But ... since I was soo much hurt all my entire life ...
.... Finally one good stuff happened to me. Someone is in love with me.
About 7-10 days ago, when I found out she feels the same ...
It broke me. I had mental break down. I was crying 4-5-6 times in that period of 2-3 days.
I was walking dog, and I started to cry in the middle of nowhere in 9 pm.
Second day, mom just knocked down on my door, and I was in tears, and mood switch was amazing.
The thing is; She is The One for me, and I am The One for Her.
But ... is love worth staying? Is love enough after being hurt for last 2 decades?
Is my life worth fighting for?
Part of me feel like living, and part of me wants to give up.
Your thoughts?