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athelas88
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Probably going to regret this but just wanted to say hi to all the folks on here. I made this account way back in 2015 but never posted or checked the forums till recently. I'll be 34 this year and basically a reclusive cat lady in training. Only have one cat though and it's a stray that I give some food to everyday. Just need maybe another five more feline friends before I unlock my achievement.
Silly cat joke aside, I'm depressed and have suicidal thoughts, even more so now as I get older. If anyone feels concerned that I'm already saying this at an introduction don't be because to me it's just a passing thought. I think I'm getting better at the whole mindfulness thing so not going to do anything stupid. Lonely? Sometimes. I know how to fill my times with reading and hobbies but I'm just looking for a person or two to connect with I guess. I've always been that shy awkward misfit, an outsider looking in for as long as I can remember.
So enough with the depressive, introspective stuff, I have quite a lot of interests mostly "nerdy" ones. I love books, games, movies, people watching, cat watching, coffee etc. I would write them all down but it's a loonggggg list...
P.S. My username is elvish for "kingsfoil" or something like that but pretty sure most LOTR fans would have known that? Still love all things elvish though. Personally I would have liked my username to be "LordElrondsEyeBrows" now.
Silly cat joke aside, I'm depressed and have suicidal thoughts, even more so now as I get older. If anyone feels concerned that I'm already saying this at an introduction don't be because to me it's just a passing thought. I think I'm getting better at the whole mindfulness thing so not going to do anything stupid. Lonely? Sometimes. I know how to fill my times with reading and hobbies but I'm just looking for a person or two to connect with I guess. I've always been that shy awkward misfit, an outsider looking in for as long as I can remember.
So enough with the depressive, introspective stuff, I have quite a lot of interests mostly "nerdy" ones. I love books, games, movies, people watching, cat watching, coffee etc. I would write them all down but it's a loonggggg list...
P.S. My username is elvish for "kingsfoil" or something like that but pretty sure most LOTR fans would have known that? Still love all things elvish though. Personally I would have liked my username to be "LordElrondsEyeBrows" now.