Dwi
Well-known member
It's been a while, guys.
Last time I had enough courage to post, i was in a very dark place. This forum is probably one of the few reasons i made it thru those years.
I had a devastating break up. Betrayed, crushed to pieces and thrown out for the vultures.
I quit my job, took a new one halfway across the planet, and wallowed in regret, anger and depression. About three years into the rabbit hole I finally saw a glimpse of hope. Some very Important people helped me find something new to fight for.
I've moved on, and my regret and anger is gone for good. But the funny thing is after I finally won, life went and said "this is not even my final form". Now I have new challenges and still struggle with depression.
The difference is now I confront it face to face instead of hiding behind distractions. So yeah... I think I'm a little better, I hope.
Oh and I went from being broke living on ramen to not having to worry about money, I guess having no purpose makes you a good worker.
Last time I had enough courage to post, i was in a very dark place. This forum is probably one of the few reasons i made it thru those years.
I had a devastating break up. Betrayed, crushed to pieces and thrown out for the vultures.
I quit my job, took a new one halfway across the planet, and wallowed in regret, anger and depression. About three years into the rabbit hole I finally saw a glimpse of hope. Some very Important people helped me find something new to fight for.
I've moved on, and my regret and anger is gone for good. But the funny thing is after I finally won, life went and said "this is not even my final form". Now I have new challenges and still struggle with depression.
The difference is now I confront it face to face instead of hiding behind distractions. So yeah... I think I'm a little better, I hope.
Oh and I went from being broke living on ramen to not having to worry about money, I guess having no purpose makes you a good worker.